Dead...

When death reaches out for us, I pray,
That I die before you, I’d never bear to be
At your funeral, to see your lifeless face,
So beautiful even in death, or, touch your forehead
At the morgue, I can sense tears in my eyes
Even thinking of it, dear, so I pray…
Someday when I’m dead, you can talk about me,
To your grandchildren, and then I hope they say
“granny…he loved you so much…”
And I want you to not cry at that dear,
But, to smile…your beautiful smile.

Love...

You’d never know how much I cared for you,
You are my heartbeat, my life, my all,
My words may fill a page, not your heart,
Life’s beauty, a fate I need to accept,
But, when I look at you, I think, maybe,
It’s worth the pain just to see you smile.

They say loving someone is nothing,
Someone loving you is something,
I don’t need that something in my life,
I’d be happy with that nothing, because,
In my life, Nothing is everything for me…
My dearest.

Joy of my life...

Sometimes I’d approach you to speak to you,
And, then, something happens, mind blanks,
I get Alzheimer’s…I’m still not able to decipher,
It’s got nothing to do with love, but,
Something to do with YOU… My beautiful angel,
I agree, all the times we spent together,
Will remain etched in my memory,
No one can take it away from me,
I will live in my fantasy world, hoping
In my wildest dreams, I can be with you
Forever, but, I know my time is short,
Four years is all that I’ve got…

You know about me, don’t you ? I know my limits,
I’d never dare to exceed them, hurting you
Will surely kill me more than your silence will.
I don’t need the world to be happy,
I need you for YOU are my world,
The closer you are to me, the happier I am,
You don’t need to be perfect,
But you are so perfect for me,
In you, I have found myself, and,
In you, I’ve found the greatest joy of my life,
And, When I am wit you, I never want to leave…
My dearest…

My dear...

As we grow older, and your hair becomes white,
I’d look back to these beautiful days,
The days when I yearned for you, waited,
For your messages, your call, hours on end,
Looking at my phone, and when a beep rings,
I jump to see if it is from you, then throw it back
Disappointed, never was it love, something greater…
You were a part of me, and I needed your messages,
For they were my tonic, for the best thing about me
Is you…I’ve told you before and I’ll tell you again,
As we grow older, we continue to change, but,
One thing will never change, my dearest, that
I will still continue to love you.

You...

God is truly amazing, sometimes, I wondered,
Why he gave me, two eyes, two ears,
Two legs and two hands, but only one heart ?
But, then I realized, oh…you have the other…!
My love for you can never be explained,
My silence when I look at you speaks much more
Than the words filling these pages,
But, never mind, I want to enjoy my time wit yo,
I’d always admire God for what he does,
Things we love remain only for a few moments,
Like a passing cloud, a rainbow, your smile,
God gives me an angel, but, then, threatens
To take her away at 23, to me you are everything,
And when you leave me, I will be left wit nothing.
Nothing but your memories, my dearest,
But, it is enough, I’d go without food, water, shelter,
But, never in my life would I survive without
You.