Together, hand in hand....

Life will change color and paint us red,
Slowly our paths will begin to diverge
and our footsteps will start to fade,
There’s no telling where this world will take us,
No telling what each other’s fate holds for us,
But, one thing’s for sure,
No matter what happens, nothing will ever change,
To the point that we are not friends again.
Busy schedules and busier households beckon,
Friends will be forgotten and families forged,
Occasionally, we might look to the stars or to the shadows,
We will still find each other and still care for each other.
The world is round, and our circle is too,
We’ll forever be meeting up, chatting, catching up,
But, will it be wit all that innocence, or childishness,
Veils of family will separate us, threatingly,
But I just hope that our friendship survives
Throughout it all, and rise above it all.
I will be with you forever and you all with me.
Let the world throw its snakes at us,
We will stand tall, steady and focused,
Hand in hand, the might of God will fall,
And we will rise towards the heavens,
Together, in fame, success and life.

The stranger in your life...

Looking back, I fear to think of the future,
I fear that I may not be a someone in your life.
The memories of those golden moments,
And the pleasure of living them out,
Will elude me and give me pain,
The future looks bleak and pale,
Oh… How I wish I was that stranger in your life.
Sitting by you, I realize
I can never hope to have you,
I can never hope to share my life with you,
Rain and thunder rolls and brings me ecstasy and sorrow,
Oh the joy I get out of being with you
Can never wipe out the ache of realizing I can
Never be with you forever, by your side,
Happy and content in our own world.
Maybe, just maybe, we will be
Together in my dreams.
Together facing the world,
Facing the storm,
In each other’s arms.
Oh how I wish I was the stranger in your life.

One last time...

I find my soul heavy with untold love,
I’m here dying, leaving you behind,
Long after you go to sleep,
I still wait for that one misplaced dream,
That we may share together,
One last time, I wait for you,
To smile that lovely smile.
Oh, my heart aches with memories,
I can’t take it anymore, any longer.
How am I to live without you, baby ?
Oh dear, does it not ache, does it not pain you
To see me waiting for you every day,
Does it not bother you to see someone
Who loves you more than himself,
Oh baby, I’d live and die for your smile,
I’ll forever be by your side, lying in wait,
For that one flicker of emotion,
One moment of betrayal of
All those times, the greener pastures,
On which we wrote our love together,
Only to be brought down crashing,
My grave strewn with our love’s ashes,
Long before the pastures turn yellow.
I have no hope of living it out again,
No way that we could make it back again,
But, please, oh dear, please,
I wait for that one misplaced dream,
That you and I can share together,
One last time.

Incomplete...

Life is a parody of broken dreams,
Of spoken words, of unspoken moments.
I’ve done my best to be truthful to all,
But, somehow, I’m unable to be the same with you.
Oh, please, don’t give me that sense of incompletion.
I never know how this happened,
Or When it happened.
But, I don’t want it to define my life.
I’m incomplete.


It’s a case of mistaken identity.
I’ve never had anything against you
And it hurts to see you turning away,
Avoiding me, shying away from me.
Oh, what did I do
To deserve this pain ?
I’m unable to bear it,
The sorrow, the torture of knowing
You are unwelcome in someone’s world.
I don’t expect us to become great friends
Or even meet each other again,
But, please do forgive me if I’ve wronged,
A hi, a bye would be enough for me
To cherish everyday and treasure forever.
I can’t handle this incompletion.
This incompletion will haunt me forever.

Love...Agony....

A thousand lights light up my rainbow,
A million eyes weigh us up
All is not well in love,
For we lack judgement of our own.

Forever, i'm lost in you baby,
My head flies in heaven and my feet
is rooted on my grave,
the grave that our friends dug for us.



The thousand lights of my rainbow
begin to flicker,
People will always talk, hear them,
listen them not. Oh ! Where did that
heart of yours go ?

It's getting dark and lonely here baby,
Occasional lightening brightens my mood,
I'll wait for you still,
in the hope that someday, somehow,
you'll realise the true ME.

The thousand lights of my rainbow,
finally blow the fuse.
Engulfed in dark, pain and agony,
Unable to see life's path that awaits,
I still wait...
For that occasional flash of lightening.

I'm a coward...

As I move on in the passage of time,
I can’t help but stop to think of you.
The memories that we share,
And the times that we spent together.

Did I make a mistake, did I wrong you,
I have no answer, but all I can say is,
I’ve been a coward, I’m willing to change,
I just want to see that smile back on your face.



I should’ve spoken about my true feelings to you,
But, what if you rejected me ?
That would have thrown my life into an abyss,
And so, I, the coward, kept mum.

I should’ve spoken to you about your husband,
Or atleast told you that he was a two-timer,
But, what if you thought it was desperation
And so, I, the coward , kept mum.

I should’ve spoken to you after your divorce,
But then, you needed my shoulder,
To cry and lean on.
And so, I, the coward, kept mum.



And now, looking at you, I realize
I’ve gravely wronged,
Oh my dear, where is that smile of yours,
The smile that nailed me to the cross
The smile that made me blush,
The smile for which I hid my true feelings
Just so that I could atleast be with you ?

I’m willing to marry you now,
I’m willing to forsake my family,
My friends and my dignity
Just so that I can see that sunshine smile,
Back on your beautiful face.
But what, if you think that you’d never
Want an other relationship ?
And so, I, the coward, keep mum.

To a particular NIcKeL...

You don’t even deserve to be mentioned,
But I needed to tell the world about you.
Like me or hate me, I don’t give a damn,
Just don’t fuck around in my life.
Take the bull by the horn,
Or the shit by the hand,
I ain’t bothered.
Your life is your concern and
My life is mine.



Carry on spreading news about me,
But, ass, don’t let it reach me again.
Who do you think you are ?
You bastard, you fake dime.
Is what’s happening in my life
Such a cause of worry for you ?
Loser, half your life’s mine.
And the rest, well,
It belongs to the dogs.

Unspoken...

I’m staring down the road,
Lonely and alone.
Is this the turn life promised me,
Or just another of its pitfalls ?
It seems such a pain to achieve what
I set out to do.
By the pavements lie the memories
Of those unspoken moments.

The times roll by, and the sands
Rub me down.
I’m moving forward but I seem
To lose it all.
I draw closer and realize that
I’m drawing away.
I still think that I never see
The brighter side.
But, what if I had been more just a
Bit more faithful ?
Would this side have been
Brighter too ?